AUDITOR: LAYMAN LABEL HER.


A fresh graduate sits behind the desk and lists down some companies she wants to apply. Don’t ruin her plan unless you wish her to instantly grumble and yell at you. Scanning and filtering couple of jobs, then, yep! Deciding only one company by considering its repute is her ultimate act. 

Preparing CV, cover letter, and several admin matters are next must-do in her list. Zipping those files, formatting, and sending email to the Company – and not forgetting to put few of flowery words!


She locks her motives; unchanging intention. Likewise, she has well-rounded decision to wait for this job opportunity. One month later, she happily reads the email that she gets the writing test opportunity. Shortly, she is accepted at that Company. 


Initially, she wants to join because she perceives that her opinion will be heard – someday. FYI, the output of this job is its opinion. Ok. Get it. How I’ll produce the opinion then, she hums.


Proudly say to her friend that she is currently serving as an, please save it in your mind carefully, auditor. And not surprisingly, most of her friends will give feedback: so you’re on nighttime working over and over again. Absolutely, she either smirks or frowns. She says inwardly that they all are layman. It obviously clarifies that she is placed as an overtime doer. Ok. Stop it. She’s not interested at all. 


More than two years and counting! She has been serving there as an, she has told you to save this job name cautiously, auditor. The software in her mind is programmed as an auditor. Her body is changed to an auditor-shell. Her death is a disease and she’s curing it. She fights for her extinction as it’s approaching her continuously. 


Layman label her as an auditor. Whereas, the essence of what she’s been doing isn’t always about that thingy. She will tell you further. Listen.


She does manage herself, wakes up every morning, works toward what the things that are deepest in her heart, enjoys each step of her journey. What is more, she hopes that everybody takes off his mask while speaking to her. She sometimes frightens about what comes next, but she tries to keep embracing every single of uncertainty. Like you, she is also a human; does mistakes and occasionally unstable. She almost forgets to say that she sometimes thinks she’s doing bullshit. All battles eventually end. However, she is not sure, how this battle will end up like. [ Quoted from Pinterest]


She is bored. She stops explaining and concludes to just frame herself as an auditor. Just like layman label her so.